It's been like almost forever since I last posted on my blog, even I am starting to wonder if it's still alive or not...
*attempts to resuscitate*
sigh... Life is pretty much no longer like a roller coaster. It's like a permanently upside down roller coaster.
They said that life would get easier in P5, but I'm inclined to disagree.
True, it's not as physically exhausting as Chinese Drama, but the mental torment is psychotic. My outlook calendar is frightening.
Not even in my army days has my outlook calendar look so psychotic, even during IKC2 periods...
Working hours are also significantly longer then Chinese Drama..
=/
I keep telling myself, I'm not here to earn money, I'm not here to play, I'm not here to enjoy myself.
I'm here to learn, to make friends, to get contacts.
I'm here to build my portfolio. To ensure my success for a future that seems so bleak.
Upcoming Projects
1) Lose To Win Season 2
2) The Winning Post
3) Badminton Opens
4) Commonwealth Games 2010
5) Youth Olympics, Singapore 2010
6) Aviv Swimming Meet
7) Formula One, Singapore
8) Asian Games, Guangzhou 2010
By the end of this year, I vow to have all 8 projects completed successfully on my portfolio...
sometimes... like a child running away from home, I keep turning around to look back... My past was really unique, something that few people can ever compare to. But despite all the trauma and mishaps, I still pulled through...
Maybe I became a monster, maybe I became better.. I don't know...
In the silence, sometimes all I want is to hear your voice...
It's lonely, when you sacrifice everything to pursue one thing.
I don't know how long you can hold on...
But if you believe, don't let go.
I can go berserk, I can go crazy, I can become terribly spiteful, I can become sarcastically painful. I can be nasty, I can be irritating, I can be downright malicious.
But if you let go, I'll really, really fall forever..
I love you.
You may not believe it.
I may not believe it.
I love you.
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